The time has come...

We have to be at the hospital by 7AM tomorrow. Surgery is at 8AM. I've spent the day getting things ready for Phoenix. There is a special bed in Ethan and my room for him and I made two kinds of Jell-O and fresh, homemade apple juice. We went out to a nice dinner tonight. Just preparing and talking. We know that this could all be nothing but we also know that tomorrow could be the beginning of a very rocky road. I made a check list of all the things we need to bring and we are ready to go. I had ordered some hospital clothes from Build-A-Bear but they aren't hear yet, they'll probably be here tomorrow. I was hoping Bunny and Teddy could go into surgery wearing their scrubs. Ethan is writing in his personal journal tonight - a very rare occasion. I'll update tomorrow night. I have this hope that, after the surgery, the doctor will come out and say, "When we went to do a biopsy we saw that the lymph node looked completely normal" or "It's definitely a cyst, no worries" - and I really hope they are able to take all the lumps out. Wish us luck.